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2012-02-20T14:26:00.001+08:00

Recently have been keep thinking about my dad I really miss him so much.. If he would come back on earth again I would hug him and never let him go.. But I know God is there for me even though my dad already dead.. I started to think life is so scary you won't know what will happen everyday of your life.. But I believe there is a reason behind why God took again my dad from me.. Maybe God want me to relay him more than my dad.. I have been relaying on my dad alot.. With my dad I don't need to worry anything.. Instead always is my dad worry about our things.. And don't even want us to do house work .. I miss his cooking too chicken rice and curry...

2011-10-12T08:15:00.004+08:00

feeling so bored now in work place, have been quite emotional pass few days things isn't right things happen here and there. It make me really stress up, but one thing i'm sure is that my faith in God has been growing bit by bit, really thanks God about it. Really thanks God that i have a guitar right now to learn, people might ask why do i want to learn how to play guitar?? my answer would be because i want to learn for my LG so that LG there is guitarist:D really thanks God for amos lam yao ming to teach me guitar.. it never easy learning to play Guitar.....there is alot of hard work to put in if u want to be a guitar in LG.. so i won't give up on learning to play guitar but keep learning and learning haha.. alot of things has been coming to my mind first thing is my planning for next year... i'm thinking of taking up part time course in cck ite next year... meaning while working study at the same time too.... or i should go MDIS to study private dip.. if i go to part time ite courses for info com i will go for part time dip at nyp instead after my part time ite courses.. but i still not sure about my plan for study yet.. hope everything woould be fine...(:

2011-09-30T17:11:00.002+08:00

hey guys i'm back one again...(: have been working and working this month and chalets alot coming up......>< was feel very stress and tired past few month alot of things have been happen and i really hate this feeling!! but i promise God i will run this race to the end.....cause God was the person that bighter up my life....without him in my life i think i wouldn't been here anymore i would just end my life just like that.....i really great to know God seen i'm sec1..... i have this heart desire of bringing my dad and mom to come to know God....and i have been asking God how am i going to do to bring my parents to know God?? there is this question came in to my mind that was starting from myself first at home i wasn"t a really Good Kid when parents scold me i would just go off...never even show a basic respect to them....but whenever this things happen something would come into is that how much they has love me since i was born?? watching back the past they has give me to really make me cry and up sad cause i wasn"t good to them at all.... as i always think they love my brother more as everything he do would be the best then me like study...his study was very good and my study wasn't...i'm so jealous of him and i start to have low confident in myself and i even feel i'm stupid everything also do very slow....but i know in God eye i'm not stupid as he created me i shouldn't look down on myself i really thanks God about it....i would wanna change to a better person... and stop looking down on myself...Jiayou jingting!!(: